Gosh, im feeling so emo now. I dont know what happened but i just suddenly became crazy. Hais.

I dont know why but baby gives me a feeling that he doesnt love me anymore, as in i cant feel his love. This always happens when his school starts and he has got his friends. He always accompany his friends and not me. Its not that im not reasonable or understanding, i`ve tried but i cant stand it ! We`ve only met ONCE this week and i really miss him like fuck. What about him? I guess not.

He had a funeral that he had to attend ytd and he was supposed to meet me at night but i told him it was okay since he only could meet me so late @ night and i had school the next day. However, the funeral got cancelled and he didnt even tell me about it. I mean, he didnt even have the heart to want to see me. I felt so so so sad and my heart had this aching feeling. Hais.. So i started msging him, hoping he would say sweet stuffs to assure me, make me happy and all but nah, he didnt. So i cried myself to sleep ytd. (-____-") In school, i acted all happy & like a retard but deep down, i was so so sad & depressed luhs.

Now, im waiting for his call bcos his HP batt is dead but yet again, he doesnt make e effort to call me till now.Grr.. I guess im going crazy soon. I aint looking forward to v`day now bcos i DONT　feel loved ! Hais. That`s all. All my dumb grumbles and emo shit. Damn ! I better stop this now before i really go crazy. So... thats all. Bye